endroog

Wooh… this year is drawing to an end. Its been a rather a mix of joy sad and pathetic year to look back. Maybe certain part of it turned out not as what I’d expected or maybe I’m just too much or too demanding. However, often things will not turn out as what we wanted…urrmmm, at least 70% of it will not be and thats a very sad thing to know. Life is not perfect. There must be ups and downs and it all depend on how you tackle it.

The best part of this year has got to be the fact I’ve found my love. At least life won’t be too lonely anymore… not that I’m no more lonely at all. I’ve left behind the fucked up life that I’ve lived before this year and hoping good life are coming ahead. I can say I’ve changed a lot ever since my birthday this year. You cannot afford to not change for someone you love and for yourself. You just gotta give and take and compromise on things if you have to, to make life better.

My mid-year accident that restricted my jaw movement forever is a sad chapter for this year. Anyhow I seriously kinda enjoyed the time being on medical leave and having someone to care for me… and at the same time being unable to eat anything really an experience you don’t want to try. That experience would have make me give up on life had I not have Szer with me.

Now… I’m taking a course to enhance myself and occupy my time when she’s not around. Maybe I should find a new hobby…. probably go take pictures. Haha. Oh yeah.. I have to study. I have a fair share of beef or shit in the office…. maybe because I felt being used for someone’s advantage and its unfair. Well, I’m not gonna dwell much on office shit… just to let you know.

And this blog, endroog.com is 1 year old. Hooray. The proceeds from payperpost subsidised all the hosting charges… so it can self sustain. Till then… Happy New Year from me and my szer.